Thursday, July 8, 2010

feeling: pessimistic

i can't really explain it, but why does it seem like my stars never align? i can never feel completely content and satisfied with every aspect of my life for longer than, let's say... a day? - something always needs to be fucked up. whether it's corporate, social, romantic... i just can't seem to get my fuckin' ducks in order. (that is the saying, isn't it?)

i'm fully aware that it's nobody else but me who causes these internal anxieties about eutopia. i don't necessarily believe it exists but it would be nice to smile every once in awhile and not feel like there's some sort of rock above me that's about to fall on to my face and crush me.

ugh, i'm so dramatic.

think. happy. thoughts.

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