M.I.A.

so sorry i've been MIA, loyal blog readers. i've been feeling... wierd. i'm not sure what it is but something in me just doesn't feel right. i'm not depressed, because that's a whole different feeling. i simply feel disconnected from the rest of the world. this is probably 99% my fault since i can't seem to make plans with those who want nothing to do with me and i can't seem to keep plans with those that mean the world to me. what the fuck is going on?! am i in the matrix? no, i don't think it's that. i think i just need to do a little self-assessment, figure out what's going on inside my brain, think of all the good things that make me happy.

i need to regroup.