Monday, February 14, 2011

to you, from my heart

well, happy valentine's day. you haven't reached out to me and i should obviously give up. so either i'm stupid or hopeful for writing this; maybe a little of both? who am i kidding... i overreacted. you sent me mixed messages. i wanted more. you made me feel foolish for wanting you. you can't have your cake and eat it too, i'm just not that kind of girl. i was hoping to be the one you wanted but instead i felt like one of many- no girl wants to feel like that, at least no girl who is sleeping with someone who she likes and respects. but as i said, i overreacted and that probably got the best of you. either that or you're just not that into me... cliche. you could have talked to me; i guess you would have if you wanted to. but the fact of the matter is that all i wanted was for you to tell me that you want me. i didn't need a title or fancy date nights, i just wanted words to reconfirm actions (oh yea, and for you to take off your "single" status on facebook...). too much to ask for? apparently so... but if you want me, let me know. where do you want to go? (ugh, the xx... i'm so ridiculous).

xoxo, me

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